Omg, I lost 5 pounds! Yes! Only 28 pounds to lose!!! I’m so happy!! I started taking class last Thursday, and it is good. It’s very difficult but I will work hard to reach my goal!!!!!
I’m fucking tired of being so fucking fat and ugly. No one likes me. I know I am fucking ugly. I’m just so tired of me. I’m so fucking disgusted with myself. I hate myself.
I’m sorry but I have to unfollow depressing blogs because they aren’t good for me. I need to get better and be healthy so I’m changing my blog theme. I don’t want it to be depressing anymore. Ok, I hope you guys will get better….bye bye
My cousin who have five beautiful kids and three sisters who love her..she tried to kill herself. Right now she’s in hospital and still haven’t woke up…I’m sad for her and her family..like if I have kids, I would never leave them in this horrible world…but toobad, I won’t have kids because I’m killing myself soon. I wish I was in my cousin’s place. So my cousin have 50% of chances to wake up…knowing it will be my turn soon…I planned it happen to me next week when I’m alone..I can’t keep fighting anymore…my demons is winning…I’m slowly dying…no one fucking cares…I know no one does…but that’s okay. I’m a nobody and just a fucked up girl with scars and health problems such as depression, anxiety and voices in my head…I’m hoping my 4th attempt will success..I know I’m selfish but I can’t do this anymore…have fun not missing me k that’s it now.
Ask me anything! Pleasee guys, I’m begging you to ask me any type of questions. Come on, don’t be shy. Just type in a question and I will answer you. Pretty please lovelies. <3
